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Hands Over My Mouth

by Chris Mullen

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1.
Hands Over My Mouth I'm just a singer of simple songs to you But things can get so complicated It's hard to tell the truth The less you say the less you stand to lose I've only got myself to blame When I'm no deeper than a baseball game And these excuses tend to keep me tame But the truth is stronger than a hurricane I'm just a singer with my hands over my mouth A politician with an empty plan To never let you down An architect that could never draw a house 'Cause I worry when I draw those lines I've got to leave something on the other side And I get to thinking that it's such a crime To speak the questions that are on my mind We want honesty but we don't tell the truth We want friendship but we keep our friends from being close We want love but we want a back door out And if you want the truth I've got no excuse Except these hands over my mouth There's just joy and there's just a little peace Just a bit of everything we need On the other side of the lies we choose to speak And if I'm honest with myself It's easier to be someone else It's being who you are and making no excuses That's hard as hell
2.
Truth and Lies I've been thinking lately about the way that I speak to you All those words I say, revealing my flaws Is it disrespectful to be so open with all of my thoughts Maybe you believe me when I say that I love you Maybe you believe me when I say that I tried But I don't want to see a burning fire when I look in your eyes I've been hearing stories since I was a boy I've been playing with my soul like a toy Or better yet some leverage to secure my eternity Now I realize it all was a ruse Still it's hard to separate the lies from the truth To find my precious pearl when all I see is vanity I made You in my image and put You in a box Then I defined You so You would fit in my thoughts And then I wonder why my love grows cold so easily All-consuming fire is what You said of Yourself You said I AM and there is no-one else You said You are, and You were, and You're always gonna be I've been thinking lately about the weight of the truth and the lies Stuck between a rock and a compromise And I wonder which side is winning in this old fight Now I know You don't see things the way that I do And I wonder if the things I've learned about You are true But I hope that in the end I'll be standing on Your right side You said You are, and You were, and You're always gonna be We treat you like our friend but we forget that You said that You were a king
3.
The Constant and the Change Friend I remember the first time we sang I remember the first lines we wrote In the height of invincible youth And I can remember the words we would excange Over food, drink, and laughter the way You became like my brother those days Do you remember the roads that we drove through The music that connected our souls Do you remember the things we believed 'Cause I can't believe how the years have been changing The paths that we took look so different But Friend we've got history And I keep a prayer in my heart That God will be with you wherever you are And I pray that our paths will keep crossing my friend And if you need a dollar or the shirt off my back I will give, if I can, anything that you lack And I pray that our paths will keep crossing my friend I've seen the pain time's inflicted on you The dreams that we predicted Seen you laugh in the face of a hurricane wind And I've seen the bottle take you like a wave Just to lift you up high in its cage And smash you right into the shore Friend you have been in my heart since our youth Still you stand there like God-given proof That brothers don't have to be blood
4.
Wait For The Echoes With the weight of it all hanging over my head like a raincloud I will set off in search of a piece of the new, morning sun And I carefully stack all the new thoughts on top of the worries And hope my Tower of Babel will bring me closer to You So let me pour my wine into a goblet filled with holes Then I'll wonder why it only falls to the floor Let me sing my songs into empty holes and wait for the echoes Then I'll go back to my home with a heavy load With something I stole wrapped up in some newspaper headlines I'm placing gifts at your feet that you never asked me to bring The fact that I speak only proves I don't know how to listen So I'll keep trying the door while blindly ignoring the key So let me pour my wine into a goblet filled with holes Then I'll wonder why it only falls to the floor Let me sing my songs into empty holes and wait for the echoes Then I'll go back to my home with a heavy load I shed a couple of tears and I tell You the fears that I'm facing And in a couple of years I find I have not progressed Do I love You enough for me to shut my mouth when You are speaking Or do I put on a show and hope You're entertained I've got a weight in my chest from a love void of conversation I've got a feeling that this isn't how You want it to be
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Tomorrow's Warmth Take a drink and take a drag The sun disappears and then comes back Every moment takes me farthur from the times I used to know With every breath that you take in forgetfulness begins to win And my memories are fading faster like the last of winter's snow Tell me where did we go wrong Tell me. I thought that we were strong Another day, another drink Another empty bottle in the kitchen sink I thought I knew you a little better I thought you wanted something more Another breath, another lie You look me in the eye and say you're fine But there's a strange sort of disconnect from the person I knew before I hate the things it makes you do I hate the way that it makes me look at you I hate the lie, I hate the truth But I'm wanting nothing more I wish that I could make the change for you I with that I could make these words ring true I pray to God that He could help you see We're never promised tomorrow's warmth They say times change, I guess they have But I wish now that we could get them back The way I feel seems criminal Like being robbed of those I love So take that drink but don't forget That the sun that rose is soon to set And we blindly hope for tomorrow's light while the moon hangs up above

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released June 23, 2011

All music and lyrics by Chris Mullen

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